Friday, July 17, 2009
I guess God wasn't ready
I guess God wasn't ready to let our baby go so He made them an angel. We love you, little one. More than you could know.
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Our Journey Thus Far
January 15, 2002: start dating my future husband
December 23, 2004: get engaged
June 2005: graduate high school, start BCP
July 2, 2005: Marry my best friend!!!
April 20, 2008: Stop taking BCP!! Yay!!
June 2008: Early m/c at around 4 weeks, Our Glory Baby
October 2008: have only had 2 AF in 6 months, see OB/GYN, dx'd PCOS, start Provera and 50mg Clomid CD5-9
November 2008: O'd on Clomid, prog 53.8, BFN
December 2008: forced TAB with BCP for cysts
January 2009: Clomid 100mg CD5-9 with hCG trigger, 3 follies (22mm, 21mm, 19mm), prog 52.4, BFN
February 2009: forced TAB for cysts, scheduled HSG and S/A ~ Feb 16: Saw RE, not impressed, sticking with my GYN (who does IF!!)
~S/A results good
*Amount: 2 m/L
*Total Count: 37 million/mL
*Viscosity: decreased
*Motility: 80%, grade 4
*Morphology: 2% abnormal
March 2009: HSG done, suspected hydrosalpinx so MRI to confirm or deny, MRI shows all clear!!!!
April 2009:
~150mg Clomid CD5-9 with hCG trigger, a few small follies (18mm, 16mm, 16mm, 14mm, 14mm), BFN
~BCP 4 pills per day for 10 days due to large cysts (30mm and 20mm)
May 2009: starting IUI process, 150iu Bravelle and 100mg Clomid, double IUIs
~May 10: start Bravelle on Mother's Day
~May 14: follicle check, dose upped to 225iu daily
~May 17: follie check, 10 follies 10-14mm, stay @ 225iu
~May 19: follie check, 9 follies 17-21mm
~May 20: hCG trigger
~May 21 and 22: IUIs, 40 million sperm post-wash
June 2009:
~June 2: BFP on home tests!!, beta 19
~June 4: beta qual positive, as well as HPTs!
~June 9: First OB appt!!! No sac seen on u/s, but beta is 293!
~June 17: 2nd OB/ultrasound appt, see sac, beta 1975
July 2009:
~July 1: OB appt, u/s showed baby with hb!! 154 bpm at 7w3d, EDD 2/14/10, Valentine's Day :)
~July 17: Check-up, u/s showed baby still at 7w3d and no hb, missed m/c
~July 18: Worst day of our lives, D&C done and testing will be done to determine cause
August 7, 2009: Chromosome tests show our baby was a little girl with Turner syndrome, shouldn't happen again, wait for next cycle to start TTC again...
September 2009:
~Sept 18: CD1, Clomid 100mg with trigger this cycle
~Sept 22: U/S shows no cysts and around 20 follies ready to grow
~Sept 29: Follie check shows 6 follies, 3 of which will O
~Sept 30: Trigger shot given at 8:05am
October 2009:
~Oct 6: BFN
~Oct 11: CD1, start 150iu Bravelle and 100mg Clomid on CD3 with IUIx2
~Oct 23: Follie check #1, 8 follies sized 6.37mm-9.49mm
~Oct 26: Follie Check #2, 7 to 8 follies sized 12mm-17mm
~Oct 28: Follie Check #3, 10 follies sized 15.5mm-20.7mm, trigger at 9pm
~Oct 29 & 30: IUI #1 and #2
November 2009:
~Nov 8 & 9: BFPs x6!! Beta 18
~Nov 25: baby has a hb! 120bpm at 6w4d
December 2009:
~Dec 11: we passed "that point"! 8w1d and we still have a hb!!
January 2010:
~Jan 14: NT scan and first trimester screening
~Jan 20: NT/1st tri testing all good! 1:5200 for Down's and 1:10,000 for Trisomy 18
February 2010:
~Feb 5: Quad screen, negative for everything
~Feb 17: Feel baby kick!!
~Feb 25: anatomy scan all normal, ITS A GIRL!!! Weight 10oz, length 7in
July 2010:
~July 14: induction started at 4:15pm at 38w6d
~July 15: water breaks at 12:30am, Hannah Faith is born at 6:25am after 14 1/2 hrs of labor! 6lbs 1oz, 19 inches long
December 23, 2004: get engaged
June 2005: graduate high school, start BCP
July 2, 2005: Marry my best friend!!!
April 20, 2008: Stop taking BCP!! Yay!!
June 2008: Early m/c at around 4 weeks, Our Glory Baby
October 2008: have only had 2 AF in 6 months, see OB/GYN, dx'd PCOS, start Provera and 50mg Clomid CD5-9
November 2008: O'd on Clomid, prog 53.8, BFN
December 2008: forced TAB with BCP for cysts
January 2009: Clomid 100mg CD5-9 with hCG trigger, 3 follies (22mm, 21mm, 19mm), prog 52.4, BFN
February 2009: forced TAB for cysts, scheduled HSG and S/A ~ Feb 16: Saw RE, not impressed, sticking with my GYN (who does IF!!)
~S/A results good
*Amount: 2 m/L
*Total Count: 37 million/mL
*Viscosity: decreased
*Motility: 80%, grade 4
*Morphology: 2% abnormal
March 2009: HSG done, suspected hydrosalpinx so MRI to confirm or deny, MRI shows all clear!!!!
April 2009:
~150mg Clomid CD5-9 with hCG trigger, a few small follies (18mm, 16mm, 16mm, 14mm, 14mm), BFN
~BCP 4 pills per day for 10 days due to large cysts (30mm and 20mm)
May 2009: starting IUI process, 150iu Bravelle and 100mg Clomid, double IUIs
~May 10: start Bravelle on Mother's Day
~May 14: follicle check, dose upped to 225iu daily
~May 17: follie check, 10 follies 10-14mm, stay @ 225iu
~May 19: follie check, 9 follies 17-21mm
~May 20: hCG trigger
~May 21 and 22: IUIs, 40 million sperm post-wash
June 2009:
~June 2: BFP on home tests!!, beta 19
~June 4: beta qual positive, as well as HPTs!
~June 9: First OB appt!!! No sac seen on u/s, but beta is 293!
~June 17: 2nd OB/ultrasound appt, see sac, beta 1975
July 2009:
~July 1: OB appt, u/s showed baby with hb!! 154 bpm at 7w3d, EDD 2/14/10, Valentine's Day :)
~July 17: Check-up, u/s showed baby still at 7w3d and no hb, missed m/c
~July 18: Worst day of our lives, D&C done and testing will be done to determine cause
August 7, 2009: Chromosome tests show our baby was a little girl with Turner syndrome, shouldn't happen again, wait for next cycle to start TTC again...
September 2009:
~Sept 18: CD1, Clomid 100mg with trigger this cycle
~Sept 22: U/S shows no cysts and around 20 follies ready to grow
~Sept 29: Follie check shows 6 follies, 3 of which will O
~Sept 30: Trigger shot given at 8:05am
October 2009:
~Oct 6: BFN
~Oct 11: CD1, start 150iu Bravelle and 100mg Clomid on CD3 with IUIx2
~Oct 23: Follie check #1, 8 follies sized 6.37mm-9.49mm
~Oct 26: Follie Check #2, 7 to 8 follies sized 12mm-17mm
~Oct 28: Follie Check #3, 10 follies sized 15.5mm-20.7mm, trigger at 9pm
~Oct 29 & 30: IUI #1 and #2
November 2009:
~Nov 8 & 9: BFPs x6!! Beta 18
~Nov 25: baby has a hb! 120bpm at 6w4d
December 2009:
~Dec 11: we passed "that point"! 8w1d and we still have a hb!!
January 2010:
~Jan 14: NT scan and first trimester screening
~Jan 20: NT/1st tri testing all good! 1:5200 for Down's and 1:10,000 for Trisomy 18
February 2010:
~Feb 5: Quad screen, negative for everything
~Feb 17: Feel baby kick!!
~Feb 25: anatomy scan all normal, ITS A GIRL!!! Weight 10oz, length 7in
July 2010:
~July 14: induction started at 4:15pm at 38w6d
~July 15: water breaks at 12:30am, Hannah Faith is born at 6:25am after 14 1/2 hrs of labor! 6lbs 1oz, 19 inches long
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Kristin and Neal,
ReplyDeleteI'm so very sorry for your loss. Words cannot express how deeply sad I am for you. My heart is broke. May you somehow find peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Prayforamiracle-TTCAL Webmd Boards
Oh Kristin, I am so sorry for your loss. Please know I am thinking of you and praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI'm a WebMD PAL lurker and never post, but my heart is breaking for you and I wanted to let you know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers for quite a while. Huge ((HUGS)).
ReplyDeleteI am crying so hard for you right now.. this is so unfair!!! please let me know if I can do anything for you.
ReplyDelete((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Kristin.
Oh, Kristin. I am so sorry. Major prayers being lifted up for you right now.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to read this news! My thoughts and prayers are with you, Neal, and your families. (((((((HUGS)))))))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteStopping by Christina's site to give my (((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteI am very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your families.
ReplyDelete((Hugs)))
I am so so very sorry. (Hugs)
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDelete(((hugs))) =*(
I wish I had the right words. I'm so very sorry for your loss. Huge hugs.
ReplyDeleteOh sweetie I am so so so very sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers!
ReplyDeletei'm sorry for your loss, your in my prayers
ReplyDeleteI am sorry. {{HUGS}}
ReplyDeleteKristin,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry.You and Neal are in my thoughts and prayers.
{{hugs}}
Kristin, I don't normally post on blogs. I am so so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you and Neal.
ReplyDeleteSarah
I am so sorry, Kristin. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH.
ReplyDeleteOh my Kristen. I am so so sorry for your loss. I'll be praying for healing for you heart. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry Kristen & Neal. You'll be in my thoughts & prayers. (((((HUGE HUGS)))))
ReplyDeleteOh no! I am so deeply, deeply sorry. (((hugs Kristen)))
ReplyDeleteI keep hoping that is not what this post means.
I'm going to tell you something that someone very brave once said, "All good things in life worth having are worth fighting for." This has helped me so much in the last few months. You have helped me.
ReplyDeleteKnow that I and all the ladies on the board love you and are praying for you.
Kristin you and DH are in my thoughts and prayers. My heart is breaking for you.
ReplyDeleteLeigh - Leigh0312 - TTCAL
Oh Kristin, I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you and DH.
ReplyDeleteOh Kristen... I am so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you and Neal. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteKristin, I am so sorry for your loss. You and DH are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteKristin,
ReplyDeleteI have been reading your blog and watching your posts since you helped me so much on the clomid board of WebMD. I was heartbroken for you when I signed on to your blog today. You and Neal are in my thoughts and prayers!
rosen1600/patslady from WebMD
I'm so sorry Kristin, I didn't even know what happened.
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts
((((HUGS))))
Oh, Kristin..I am so sorry to hear this news. Please know that we all are praying for your & your hubby.
ReplyDelete(((((HUGS))))
I was so sad to hear of your loss. I will keep you two in my prayers.
ReplyDelete(((HUGS)))